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Sunday, March 28, 2010

Eu r de one I love , de truth nv chanqe.

My hart feel so hurt . Definitely smthq fuckinq sad haben. I feel dat I wasnt lyke wat I used to b. Nw , I tend to cry easliy fer small matter lyke fytinq wif my quy bcoz of quy . I nv even dare to sae out dat I'm hawt or watt coz I noe I'm damn shit uqli. Jealousy symbolise the code of love . But at tymes too much jealousy will lead to disaster in relationshp. Sometimes jealousy cover ur anqel smile and turn eu into devil . he role is too heavy fer That de part whr tinq get reali worse . I used to b veri freedom wif my EXs but wif my current quy , he tends to control almoz everitinq in my lyf. He treat mi lyke a wifey but sometimes I tinkhym . He will qet worry easily , qet anqry easily and jealous easliy . M I a troublemaker to hym? Do he feel stress wif mi? Haiz ... Bby luv mi lotz , I noe . But sometimes jealousy cover ur qentle towards mi and chanqe eu into a devil . Ur qentle towards mi is qone , eu scold mi lyke I'm so useless. Wen eu ask mi y I love eu , hw eu expected mi to sae it out in such situation . I feel lyke eu r threateninq mi , I'm soo scared wat if I sae de ronq tinq , My penalty is straiqht qiven a death sentence which is "BRK UP" I tink tix is too common , I dun wan to b de common victim . to b upset one to accept 0ur relationshp is too weak , I nid eu to takecare wif mi and nurture our love tqt nt qivinq easliylyke wat eu sae. I dun wan to heard ur same old story abt eu qoinq back to ur past. It no use sayinq lyke dat tix will shoq dat eu admit dat eu lose so eu qonna return back lyke a loser . Chanqe a brand new eu and move forward . B , I cn do anitinq to make eu happi but I dunwan euanim0re. Let mi b de one hu listen to ur werds . Pour evritinq to mi . Dun blame urselfanim0re. As lnq as eu feel better , I'll b happy fer eu too. Let mi cry lone in silence , let mi b dede punishment of ur ronqdoinq . Coz I nv b a qd qf doinq de role I shuld. All I wan is to overtake all ur pains and hurt to ease ur sadness. Dh I reali dun hav much to sae abt us animore. I reali hope eu understd wat m I doinq. I hav different view to xpress my luv to eu. So sowie is nt de wae eu wan but wateva waes I still luv eu! I cnt 4qiv eu if eu brk ur promises once in a while but over de limit I seriously beri hurtful. Plish dun try to hurt other qals outside , I try to take it but dun do this anim0re.

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