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Thursday, March 25, 2010

Daes wif bby.

PAST TWO DAES

Hello ppl , I'm sort of bac . Tpi masih tk active sqt mcm mls nk bloq laa.
Smlm aru alek umah . Ton dqn bby i , we try to play bowlinq kat kallanq leisure park tpi tk jdi den try ice-skate also didnt qet it . Beh b nk qy ktv . At last pun tk jdi . So bby nk qy mkn . Bby I nie cpt lapar den I muz tman hym mkn . Skrq I dh qemok , he ask mi qo lose some weiqht. I love spendinq tyme wif my bby . Smlm , b4 I qo hm ,wen to IBP to amek bby nye laptop. Lps tu . bby and I jln2 kat jurq east jap . We walked past a weiqhinq machine . I told bby I wan try c my weight , haha mcm bdk kecik. I weight 40kq . I feel I'm fat! Bby weight ard 50+ . Underweight fer his height laa. Lps tuu we jln2 , bby ckp dier panas nk qy library dudur . We walked thr , wen reached I sae I dun feel lyke qoinq in . Coz I'm fully exhausted and I wan to qo hm . Bby pun feelinq unwell , keep sayinq his neck pain is killinq hym. Bby tman I naik train and I wen hm slept lyke piq aft I cht dqn bby otf , tpi bby nie tipu I shey. I ask hym to slip he nv slip pulak / He jux to buzi wif his laptop. I kol hym wen I woke up cht2 while and bby sae he mizz mi lotz.
haha
I told hym
" Bby , kita aru umpe and I spent de hole nyte wif eu , anywae we qonna myt up soon kn ? "
I love hym beri much , he's so sweet .
Muacks . I love eu dearie.

TODAE

Haiz I'm so tired la . Dh berhenti kerje , relax kat umah . Ari ni tk umpe bby I . Tdi , aru kol dier . I tricked hym on de fone by actinq cryinq abeh bby i percaye . Haha cute la dier , he lauqh in de end wen I told hym I main2 je. Bby I nie kuah jeles , I reali suffocatinq laa. But I noe he meant well , I try to understand hym , wateva I still luv hym. I jux dun lyke to fyte fer smthq dat make our rlationshp worse . I jux nid eu to kool dwn and somehw sort of " giv in " . Eu cnt alwae expect mi de one. I noe eu tknk lose face ke pe...But I still hav diqnity , plz I cnt b de wan to giv in n sae sowie all de tyme , even I'm nt in ronq . Idk la b. Dat wat I tink in my shoe . I reali wan to noe wat eu feel but it hard to understd eu . I tried my bez but eu alwae anqry wif mi idk y sikit2 mrh . Haiz I wonder wat had I done ronq , I noe I'm nt a qd qalfi mayb ur EXs are better. Dh . I knew I upset eu de moz.I'm bad .

All I cn sae "Sowie bby "

I knew I nv love the ronq person , eu r de one I love , I hate ,I like , I .... manimani tinqs I cnt describe eu .
0ne tinq I love luv eu de moz is ...
UR care towards mi .
!thks lot bby!
I love eu dearie.

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